THE ART OF FELLATIO-"THE GIFT"

THE GIFT.
Giving head.... or Mastering Sucking a Dick is a form of art to be Mastered over time.
It's a "Gift" not many are blessed with but can be learned.
From experience I've learned that this doesn't come from instruction and the most important lesson you can learn is this: IF YOU DON'T LOVE WHAT YOU'RE DOING NEITHER WILL HE!
IN ANY ACT OF SEX THE BEST RESPONSE IS RECEIVED BY DOING WHAT YOU LOVE, LISTENING AND RESPONDING TO THEIR BODY.
FIRST OFF.... SALIVA IS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY! So before you began lick your lips to get your taste buds Watering and those Juices working.:-)
Use your tongue and tease the head a little.... Slowly take in a little, Don't Rush You've Got plenty of time.
REMEMBER it's called sucking for a reason so Tuck in those Cheeks. hide your teeth and beware of scraping and biting.
Start off slow. taking in as much as your comfortable with....with your tongue flick underneath the shaft.
pay close attention to the area right underneath the underside of the head. extremely sensitive and with the right attention can send shivers through any man.
Next up is Deep Throating. relax your throat, stick out your tongue and push the head as far back into your throat as you feel comfortable.
Upon releasing swirl the tip of your tongue around the entire head while pulling in and out of your mouth.
I've found that Deep Throating is exceptionally easy upside down so try being dick fed or a simple 69 position.
If you find that you cannot take it all in you mouth place your hand at the towards the end of the shaft create a circle and work towards that.
If all else fails you can always use your hands and stroke in sync with your mouth.
try taking it all in the back of your throat. sticking your tongue out and licking the balls.
Then there's humming. Take in all you can, and hum or gargle the back of your throat. Humming also works great on balls... but do this at your own discretion. preferably shaven.
Then there's my personal favorite. I call it the Slurp. Use your mouth like a vacuum, then swirl your tongue and slurp. as if eating the drop of ice cream.
Swallowing. This is not for everyone. and there's the exceptional few that actually Love doing so. If your not one of them don't worry. relax. control your reflexes think of your favorite flavor ice cream... or pineapple juice (evil Smile)
If you absolutely refuse to swallow. simple allow him to cum somewhere else. This takes out the all the fun. But everyone has their thing. And If you must spit... please try not to spit in front of them or have a tissue close by.
Swapping with a friend can be exciting. So have fun with it.

IF YOU HAVE A.D.D. AND FORGET EVERYTHING I SAID... REMEMBER THIS. THIS IS YOUR SHOW. AND ITS ALL ABOUT YOU PLEASING HIM BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY, PLEASING YOURSELF. SO HAVE FUN. ENJOY WHAT YOU'RE DOING. MEN ARE VISUAL STIMULATORS SO MAKE IT LOOK GOOD. GIVE HIM SOMETHING GOOD TO LOOK AT. AND MAKE HIM CUM WHEN YOU WANT HIM TO. YOU'RE IN CONTROL! *WINK*

My Bleeding Pain

I wish I could hold u and tell u I miss u.... any everything would feel alright.
I'm dying to touch u and tell u I need u... we could just hold each other through the night.
For so long I've wanted to feel you reach out and kiss you... But your not mines so I'll just hold this pillow tighter...
Damn.... I just wish I never fell for u...... But your also one of the best things to happen to me too.
I cherish the time we spend and Value having such a good friend.
But My heart bleeds for your love.
my mind says It will settle for your touch.
Knowing you'll never be mines makes me hold down my head and cry.
It was never supposed to go this way, I was never meant to fall for your ways.
I spent so much time building up these walls, yet somehow you slipped in undetected.
What Do you want from me? Everything I have I'll give...
Still knowing that I may be hurt in the end...
I'm weighting the cost wondering if my sanity is a price willing to pay...
To be blinded by love forsaking whats pure to hold on to a dream that I never wish to awake.
I think somewhere along the way, I fell in love with you...
And This is proving to be my hearts biggest mistake.

When You Touch me- Brandy

This song has been in my head all day long.... My heart is bleeding for his love.... or just to be close to him n this is all I can sing....

[INTRO]
All I can do is sit and think about
The way you used to love me
The way you used to hold me
And the way you used to touch me
And all I want is another moment
I'm waiting and I'm ready
Touch me
[VERSE 1]
Wish I could hold you
Just for a little while, let me
I wish I could see you right now
But you're so far away
It's driving me crazy
I'm missing you baby
And the way you touch me
It's unlike anything I've ever felt before
That's how I know I am yours
[B-SECTION]
Now is the time to
Relax your mind let
Go and unwind
I've waited for too long, I'm ready
Tonight's the night
For loving you right
You know what I wanna do
I wanna give in to you
[CHORUS]
Really miss you baby
And ways you touch me
Can't hardly wait
'Til you touch me
How I want you so
Thoughts of you make me lose control
Soon as I see you baby
I'm gonna ask you for sure
Could you please touch me?
[VERSE 2]
I'm coming to see you
I'm wearing the dress that you like
I'll be on the first plane
I'll call when I get there, I promise
I haven't been sleeping
I've been thinking 'bout the way you touch me
I'm losing all self-control
Feels like I'm letting go
And I'm loving every minute
[B-SECTION]
[CHORUS]
I'm still here
I'm still waiting
What time are you coming?
[BRIDGE]
Day & night I'm yearning for you to touch me
I'm thinking of you only, you are my everything
Said I gotta be your lady
There is nothing that I wouldn't do for you
[CHORUS]
[OUTRO]

CHANGE

In every living thing Change is inevitable.
Like death or any period of unhappiness....
We will all visit this Phase.
like the Dawning of the sun....
or the Crescent in the moon
each and every one of us are Guaranteed to change.
whether through the trials that make or break us...
or through Success that shapes us
Change is in order for all of us the Lord rules over.
So make your change count for something
Make a change that lasts
But whatever it is you change into...
DON'T EVER BECOME YOUR PAST!

Let u go.....

I try to let u go.. But You keep running though my mind.
Every time I feel closer to leaving u, u capture my heart another time.
when I've put up with all the drama... n said I wont any more..
before I even gather my thoughts u intercept me at the door.
Time after Time I said I'd leave you... even knowing I could never let you go
Emotionally This Battle is not meant to win... and I'm afraid I'll be left with the sores..
all Aches and pain from another heart break... memories of the love I lost create pillow stains.
So Fuck it I proclaim.. I wont even let u try!!!
What would it profit me to give my heart to yet another wrong guy?
I Love you dearly, yet my pride will never let u know....
So I'll Hold on to this Bitter Sweet Love..
at least until I let u go....

{Dedicating this to my Prince...}
you know who you are....

Distant Lover

"Does she know... what she did... to turn my heart into flames, From that one time that she looked my way...." {Trey Songz}

You're my Distant Lover... I feel you close Though I know you're far away.....

laying in your arms all day flesh upon flesh,

hand in hand and as we breath each other in,

 let us both capture this moment.

lock it into our memories and seal its exsistence.

I'm You're Distant Lover... But We share this fire deep inside our veins.....

We can both close our eys and find each other in the planes between the stars...

I'll hold on to the best parts of you, while you grip the essence of my spirit.

take Joy in knowing me like no other has ever before

and I'll take comfort in learning every part of your soul.

My Distant Lover... I wish that I could bring you here to me......

So Instead I'll Close my eyes and drift off in exstacy.

Our beings connect as if we never left each other

Something that only we share.

Not love...

 yet stronger than the lust of the world.

Distant Lovers.... a spiritual connection without titles...

Virtually incredible how u feel me even throught all this space

You reach me with your pain

and I channel my strength

I yearn for your touch....

 Always in my thoughs

You.... My Distant Lover.......

So Far Away.......

Untitled- The Truth

I Dont know how I feel right now....
I  feel like closing my eyes... yet I dont wanna miss a thing,
my bodies calling for you,
my heart yearns for another,
my mind knows you're not good enough for my love,
yet Im still under your spell.
I've even built up this wall,
so I wont be dumb enough to fall again.
I wont be that girl again.
Yes meant the words I vowed.
Yet I see you trying to tear down the very bricks I put together.
But I just cant see myself falling down again...
not again......
There's Nothing u can do to change the way my heart feels.......
I love me, but he loves me not.....
It's all in the way you play this game of life
In battle we all can't be winners....
And we all may lose in this war called love.
So No matter how hard you try,
I'll never Give you all of me....
 Its just all about the power of the P-U-S-S-Y!